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Unfinished Melodies: Demos, Rare & Unreleased 2003​-​2013 Vol. II

by Jason Reischel

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1.
Take all that I say to you Take it as the honest truth I don't know why you would try to hide Like a camera lens, you can't lie to me I will open doors I will look outside Under the bed and in your eyes I will keep you up by never letting down A lightening bolt that doesn't make a sound A lyric that can be read in many ways You belong to me For you I'd cross the sea of doubt If you're in Poland or in the rain or Manhattan on a train or on a stage beneath the lights for all to see You belong to me If it's not too hard for you to try To think of me, I'd be much obliged I can only give you the piece of mind That my love will last until the end of time In this life or next for all eternity Because we both know that you belong to me You belong to me For you I'd cross the sea of doubt If you're in darkness I'll be the light of the moon that's in your eye I suppose there will be a time when you can't see me There will be a time when you cant hear me But i'm there in your heart if you ever need me You belong to me
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Your voice breaks my heart Your voice Your voice breaks my heart Your voice breaks my heart Your voice breaks my heart Your voice
3.
I tried to see you but I had to pass Got busy, will you save me a dance? That would be alright with me, I know you’re busy too I tried to surprise you but I was surprised To, to, to see your hand, to see your eyes The way you look at me could never compare Now, how could I fall for the lies That I’ve now seen with my own eyes I must run away from you I must run away from you I tried to call you but you’re not at home But through your window I can hear your phone Plus I followed you home And saw you with him Could I ever get you to see that I would love you more than any other guy Would love you more than me Now that is twisted Now, how could I fall for the lies That I’ve now seen with my own eyes I must run away from you I must run away from you Because you know what I’d do I would forgive you, I would forgive you Now, how could I fall for the lies That I’ve now seen with my own eyes I must run away from you I must run away from you I tried to see you but I had to pass Got busy, did you save me a dance? Or did he take it from me while I was sleeping?
4.
How cool are you in this weather? How cool are you when we're together? We can't worry about the water It won't kill us if we're wet Yesterday it was your birthday Are you feeling older yet? We can talk about your feelings What you whispered in my ear How we spent last night together Keeping warm with just our stares How cool are you in this weather? How cool are you when we're together? I could bribe you with surprises Planning details with great care I could wish you off to Paris Eiffel Tower, Hotel de Ville I would kiss you like the photo that you're hanging on your wall But our passion would be greater For we have the wherewithal But I don't want to cause you heartache Take my silence and my kiss To represent just how I feel for you Pretend it crossed my lips How cool are you in this weather? How cool are you when we're together? We can talk about his heatwave New York City, summer fun Of sweating from all angles With nothing left to cool us off But white wine down at the cafe on the corner Where my blood has bled now for three long years Where you came to pick me up But I don't want to cause you heartache Take my silence and my kiss To represent just how I feel for you Pretend it crossed my lips How cool are you in this weather? How cool are you when we're together? How cool are you in this weather? How cool are you when we're together?
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Give me a one or five or seven or keep it all Just don't keep me guessing I can't count up to five Give me a two or six or eight Give me an apple or give me a grape What if I promise to be nice? It takes yellow and blue to collide to make green If you see for yourself then you'll know what I mean Lend me your apple or give me your pear Its half of a dozen or else its three pairs It's the time I lent you mine It takes yellow and blue to collide to make green If you see for yourself then you'll know what I mean That a walrus has two teeth that are ivory tusks And the King of the Jungle is the elephant Lend me your ears and I'll sing you a song That I promise you'll be singing long after I am gone That is why I am sharing it with you And I'll tell you a secret that you need to know That the secret to life is to just take it slow And remember the walrus have two ivory tusks and the King of the Jungle is the elephant Will you give me and A or a B or a C If its anything less will you think more of me It takes yellow and blue to collide to make green If you see for yourself then you'll know what I mean and the walrus has two teeth that are ivory tusks and the King of the Jungle is the elephant
7.
There are something that I don’t want to do But I know that I do them well There are some days when I don’t want to play, I just want to be by myself There are some things that we all must do Even if we don’t want to these things will always be these things will always be, these things will always be there People tell me things I don’t want to know about their lives They open up, and they tell me what I’d prefer they’d hide People unload everything they know They don’t hold back, and you can’t explode These things will always be, these things will always be These things will always be there Every now and then, I need to get away but it’s hard to pretend That I am all alone, in my mind I know that this will never end The closer I can find some piece of mine, a new beginning The harder it becomes to face each day, to face anything How will I make it through the morning How will I make it through the day How will I make it through the morning How will I make it through the day
8.
My one and only, brand new leather boots Oh you feel so fine, boots Oh, how I wish that you were mine And I would sing a song for you And you would claim that it was true An insight to your soul These happy days I thought would pass Are living still within us, as I lay down next to you My one and only, brand new leather boots Oh you feel so free, boots Oh, to have you here with me I had a dream and you were there In a café, by the square where music came to life On Bleecker Street, that’s where we’ll meet We’ll share a cab and spare our feet For the long walk home tonight I will hold you in my arms all night The Brooklyn Bridge has never seemed so far away The L Train might come today But I won’t mind if you sitting by my side all the way All the way My one and only, brand new leather One and only, brand new leather My one and only brand new leather boots Oh, you feel so nice, boots I’ll keep you warm on cold nights But in my dreams, while you were there You didn’t know me or didn’t care You broke my heart although It was just a dream, it was just a scare It’s where I work on my hopes and fears Or my conscious would explode It’s not a side of me you should ever know The Brooklyn Bridge has never seemed so far away And I can’t wait another day I fear I’ve fallen victim to your lovely scent, and I descend…don’t go away My one and only, brand new leather One and only, brand new leather My one and only brand new leather boots
9.
It was just like a dream I awoke before I screamed and you weren’t there And the rain was falling down Serenading a sweet sound That I didn’t dare attempt to make a move You weren’t there, so what’s the use I know you wouldn’t care There’s no way that I can stay the man I am today if you’re not there Many things we left unsaid Not just to do, but planned ahead We didn’t plan behind With your matching boots and pants, high-waisted And your scent filling my room Before I met you I was lost, there was no line I wouldn’t cross There was no room There’s no way that I can stay the man I am today without you Did we have to build a wall? I took for granted that it would fall, but it spelled my doom There’s no reason I could give that would cause you to acquit me of these crimes There is no mansion on a hill Just an empty pedestal for an empty life There’s no way that I can be the man I want to be unless you’re with me On the other side of town, I am wanted and if I’m found It won’t be nice Now that I’m older I can see the repercussions I can’t flee That I can’t leave behind If you’ll have me back, I’m proud But I’ll fall unto the ground, unto my knees There’s no way that I can stay the man I am today if you’re not with me There’s no way that I can be the man I want to be if you’re not with me
10.
How could you think I would sit here and not Say what I feel Say what I'm thinking Virna my darkness was cured by your light Stay close to me and never be angry I want to hold you tight and tell you everything's alright And I will never let go So please come home How could this happen to someone like me I never played by the rules I didn't win I didin't lose Virna you make me want to change who I am To better myself To prove I'm a man I want to hold you tight and tell you everything's alright And I will never let go So please come home Long before I'd know that I had walked the road alone But now that you're with me I sure miss your company Virna I promise if you come home tonight That I'll be there I want to hold you tight and tell you everything's alright I will never let go You bring out the best in me The man that I want to be I owe you so much, you now So please come home
11.
How could you think I would sit here and not Say what I feel Say what I'm thinking Virna my darkness was cured by your light Stay close to me and never be angry I want to hold you tight and tell you everything's alright And I will never let go So please come home How could this happen to someone like me I never played by the rules I didn't win I didin't lose Virna you make me want to change who I am To better myself To prove I'm a man I want to hold you tight and tell you everything's alright And I will never let go So please come home Long before I'd know that I had walked the road alone But now that you're with me I sure miss your company Virna I promise if you come home tonight That I'll be there I want to hold you tight and tell you everything's alright I will never let go You bring out the best in me The man that I want to be I owe you so much, you now So please come home
12.
Everybody is looking for something I don’t know what it is that I did wrong But I’ll keep on pushing, and I’ll keep on trucking Won’t let this world bring me down at all, all Now I remember the first time I saw you Felt a pain in my head, and a shot in my heart And I knew that I’d hold you, and I’d hold on forever Never knew that forever would be the death of us all, all And when I whisper the sweet nothings into your ear I can tell by your face that the magic is gone But I can’t go through this life just thinking about you No, I must have your shoulder to lay my head on I can’t live without you Not a day without you I can’t live without you, you I’ve been racking my brain about this for hours And I can’t find a way to save the death of us all Let us walk through the rain and enjoy the spring showers For April brings flowers, we’ll get away from it all- all And I know with warm weather brings the urge to just fly by And it takes in all life that your senses can bring And it won’t be the first time that you live through December But it might be the last time you hear my phone ring But I’m not gonna stand by and let my world crumble If my roses should stumble, I’ll just pick them next fall And I’m filling my notebook with songs that are about you If you want to hear them, then just give me call I can’t live without you Not a day without you I can’t live without you, you Everybody is looking for something I don’t know what it is that I did wrong But I’ll keep on pushing, and I’ll keep on trucking Won’t let this world bring me down at all, all Bring me down at all, all Bring me down at all, all
13.
You can take away anything that you want But the time that we spent together that you can never take You can have the pleasure Of saying the fault was all mine I never would mind if they thought it was me But we both know that life cannot be prearranged Oh I, I thought you knew But we’ll find out If our lives are, indeed, prearranged Well then I wouldn’t have a lot to say You can take away anything that you need Be it, oh so so, far of me to get in the way I never knew that you thought that I was the kind (of guy) Who would try to hurt you Nothing could be further from true But we both know that life cannot be prearranged Oh I, I thought you knew But we’ll find out If our lives are, indeed, prearranged Well then I wouldn’t have a lot to say We could keep going on forever Going farther than the way we should go The way that we should go The way that we should go Nothing could be further from true But we both know that life cannot be prearranged Oh I, I thought you knew But we’ll find out If our lives are, indeed, prearranged Well then I wouldn’t have a lot to say You can take away anything that you need Be it, oh so so, far of me to get in the way I never knew that you thought that I was the kind (of guy) Who would try to hurt you Nothing could be further from true
14.
My reach has exceeded my grasp I’m hanging by, but barely hanging on My hope is that this will pass For then at last, my heart won’t beat fast Although each decision I’ve made Foretold how I would act today It’s cold when you have no one To share in the blame Of what you have done All fingers of blame are focused on one At the end of the day, it’s my turn to move Will anyone judge what I will do? My reach has exceeded my grasp I’m hanging by, but barely hanging on My hope is that this will pass For then at last, my heart won’t beat fast For then at last, my heart won’t beat fast
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No place to fall I've got no place to lay my weary head No place to fall I've got no place to lay my weary head To lay my weary head I can't remember the last time that I tried to open A bottle of wine Is this all St. Mark's will ever be? A fading memory? But I can't remember the last time that we danced And was it really happenstance that we laughed so hard It hurt that night to lay on our sides No place to fall I've got no place to lay my weary head No place to fall I've got no place to lay my weary head To lay my weary head More than once i've brought tears to your eyes Through disappointment but you never saw through my disguise A Morris Townshend I would never be I was hiding you from me And now I can't remember the look of your face You're like a photograph but your essence has been erased To become someone that I've never seen I've never talked or touched or even been with I've got no place to fall I've got no place to lay my weary head No place to fall I've got no place to lay my weary head To lay my weary head on you If you were near me then If you were near me then I've got no place to fall No place to fall I can't remember the last time that we tried To be alone together undressed and unwind Is this all St. Marks will ever be? A distant fading memory A time that passed but that could never be again A fairy-tale, yes it was make believe I've got no place to fall No place to fall No place to fall No place to fall
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Everywhere we go, everybody knows Where will we hide tomorrow? If it’s up to me, you will not agree We may have to part ways tomorrow But tonight, you are still here with me I have never wanted you so bad While you lied to me so, oh, innocently I took your words at face value Now look, did I agree? I admit I wasn’t freely thinking Of all the repercussions around you But tonight you are still here with me And I want you to listen to me I have never wanted you so bad As tonight, this is all we have To remember or to forget All the smells and the scents How the lights hit my face How I look, how you taste How we’ll sleep together arm in arm And sometimes wake to remember more Of this night, for this is goodbye But tonight, you are still here with me I have never wanted you so bad So just turn the other way, and I will do the same We’ll leave what happened behind us Now make you no mistake, it has to be this way I could be spending a long time without you You… I have never wanted you so bad As tonight, this is all we have To remember or to forget All the smells and the scents How the lights hit my face How I look, how you taste How we’ll sleep together arm in arm And sometimes wake to remember more Of this night, for this is goodbye
17.
Carolina I should have waited for you I should have waited for you Just to see what you'd do Carolina You are still here with me You have planted a seed in my soul But I haven't the time to wait for the moment That I'm not sure will ever come For someone like me to turn out to be Someone whose time has never come Someone who'd rather die than give it up Carolina I should have waited for you I should have waited for you But what can I do Carolina You are still here with me You have planted a seed in my soul I don't want to find I have wasted all this time If it was just a dream Then how can I be free? But I haven't the time to wait for the moment That I'm not sure will ever come For someone like me to turn out to be Someone whose time has never come Someone who'd rather die than give it up Carolina I should have waited for you I should have waited for you Just to see what you'd do Carolina You are still here with me You have planted so let it grow
18.
I can't wait until the sun goes down When the tide rolls in and the air gets cooler Where inhibitions don't make a sound That's where I'll find Find the one who will speak to me With an open heart if it still is beating After living a modern life of a modern girl Is sometimes hard I can't wait to be hungry for you I can't wait to be hungry for you Now I have my reasons why I can't wait until the sun goes down I love the mist that floats upon the water I love the sea and I love the sound of the night Where I can speak to you WIth an open heart I can share my secrets Of all the things you shouldn't do as a boy to his toys I can't wait to be hungry for you I can't wait to be hungry for you Now I have my reasons why I can't wait to be hungry for you I can't wait to be hungry for you I can't wait to be hungry for you I can't wait to be hungry for you I can't wait I can't wait to be hungry for you I can't wait to be hungry for you I can't wait to be hungry for you I have my reasons why I have my reasons why
19.
Saying I love you Is not the words I want to hear from you It's not that I want you Not to say, but if you only knew How easy it would be to show me how you feel More than words is all you have to do to make it real Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me 'Cause I'd already know What would you do if my heart was torn in two More than words to show you feel That your love for me is real What would you say if I took those words away Then you couldn't make things new Just by saying I love you More than words Now that I've tried to talk to you and make you understand All you have to do is close your eyes And just reach out your hands and touch me Hold me close don't ever let me go More than words is all I ever needed you to show Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me 'Cause I'd already know What would you do if my heart was torn in two More than words to show you feel That your love for me is real What would you say if I took those words away Then you couldn't make things new Just by saying I love you
20.
I was just thinking how nice it would be To have you just one day only for me I know what i'd say If my heart don't stop beating And my thoughts don't collide I'd make it so easy for you I'd make you feel so alive I know what I'd do I'd settle for one night One night with you I would live in the memory, the memory of you For the rest of my days For the rest of my days For the rest of my days It will only be you Who will live in the silence of all that I do It would only be you I know what I'd say I'd settle for one night One night with you I would live in the memory, the memory of you I know what I'd say
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She’s taking her time and I don’t know why Sometimes it’s hard to be her man In a matter of days, in a matter of ways I try, but I don’t have a plan I don’t wanna be her man, don’t wanna be her man I don’t wanna be her man, don’t wanna be her man I remember the day she took my breath away And I how I didn’t understand How for the rest of my days, irrespective of age That I am a broken man I don’t wanna be her man, don’t wanna be her man I don’t wanna be her man, don’t wanna be her man I don’t wanna be her man, don’t wanna be her man I don’t wanna be her man, don’t wanna be her man
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Maybe tomorrow you will hear me inside your head But I will be so far away You pushed me to this place For far too long, you have abused me Took me for granted, neglected, and used me for your self-help That you will never find Your vanity is on decline And I will be better off by myself Though in my tears, I attempt to forgive you It’s your last chance to prove that you really have a clue That you deserve a shot of redemption of the heart That I have shed my last tear over you A fool, I am not so don’t waste my time I forgave you once I don’t know if I can for a second time That you will never find Your vanity is on decline And I will be better off by myself Even now, I don’t believe you If who you are in your head is who you are in your heart, Then, we are through You hold yourself too high in esteem, and it’s a lie You’ll wake one day alone, and very old I can’t wait for you Is there even room for two in your head? You’re a legend, but you’re all alone
23.
Save some money gonna buy some pills Fix my headache so I don't get ill You would think I would know better than that I spent my paycheck I ain't worth a dime Ecclesiastical not even in my prime You would think I would know better than that Well I may be a spilikin but I'm not gonna take that Draw straws Draw straws Draw straws and come pick me up tonight I ain't playing I'm in for the long ride Well I may be insignificant but I'm not in a rush Draw straws Draw straws Draw straws and come pick me up tonight I ain't playing I'm in for the long ride Well I may be insignificant but I'm not in a rush I feel that walked into a gold rush Everybody is taking my stuff You would think I would know better than that Well I may be a spilikin but I'm not gonna take that Well I may be a spilikin but I'm not gonna take that
24.
There ain't no telling if there's gonna be riot There ain't no telling There ain't no telling if there's gonna be riot There ain't no telling There ain't no telling The streets are all awake I feel the hesitation Never to be one to lay down in a crowd There guns are ready and they want to pull the trigger Itchy trigger Itchy finger They'll push you to the ground and hold your body down They own you They'll push you to the ground and hold your body down They own you They'll push you to the ground and hold your body down They own you They'll push you to the ground and hold your body down They own you There ain't no telling if there's gonna be riot There ain't no telling, there ain't no telling There ain't no telling if there's gonna be riot There ain't no telling The streets are all awake I feel the hesitation Never to be one to lay down in a crowd
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I can't believe that you would see it through I can't believe I ever trusted you We said we'd fight until the very end I guess that meant when you were finished with me You gotta take me You gotta take me -Inn Two Town You gotta take me You gotta take me -Inn Two town You'll have to kill me cause I'll torment you And I won't quit until I see it through I set no limit on the place and time I'll hunt you down, just know that you are mine You gotta take me You gotta take me -Inn Two Town You gotta take me or You gotta put me in the ground Cause I'm gonna run out of water real soon The bloods on your hands and not a moment too soon Now what are you gonna do? I can't believe that you would turn on me But when I look back I can clearly see We said we'd fight until the very end I guess that meant when you were finished with me You gotta take me You gotta take me -Inn Two Town You gotta take me or You gotta put me in the ground In the ground...

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The majority of these demos are first takes that were recorded immediately after being written. My songwriting process involves trying to capture a song in a single 1-2 hour session. I have always claimed that I don't write these songs, I just pull them out of thin air and they are already complete. Everything has to come to me within those 2 hours (lyrics, chords, melody, and arrangement) or it is not going to come at all. I never go back and work on a song if it takes longer than 2 hours. I lose interest.

Once I decide the song is done, I record a quick, one-take demo (unless I really mess it up and have to do it again!) These recordings serve to remind me of the vocal melody, the guitar part and arrangement, as well as to capture the mood and the feel.

These demos were never meant for commercial release. They are very raw and some even have wrong notes/harmonies and bad percussion thrown in there for good measure. They are very "in the moment", and that is what I love about them. They sound exactly as I heard them in my head on the day I wrote them. It also is a good collection to see the evolution of a songwriter over a ten -year period. I hope that some of these songs speak to you the way they spoke to me.

Jason Reischel
Brooklyn, NY
March 6, 2014

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released March 6, 2014

All songs written by Jason Reischel (BMI) unless otherwise noted.

Produced by Jason Reischel
Recorded on either a) an iPhone using the "voice memo" app, or b) on Garageband using the laptop speaker as a microphone
Mastered by Danny Wolf at Man Eat Wolf studios
Cover photo by Patrick Eves
Cover design by Naira Ayvazyan for Preillusion Design
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Musicians:
Jason Reischel: guitars, vocals, percussion, ukelele, harmonica
Terry Quire: guitar on 19
Sam Pettit: guitar on 11
Mike Feinberg: bass on 19
Russ Flynn: bass on 11
Danny Wolf: drums on 11

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