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Unfinished Melodies: Demos, Rare & Unreleased 2003- 2013 Vol. I

by Jason Reischel

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1.
It was long ago, so long that I’ve lost track But I still think of you now and again You are still a mystery to me Sometimes that’s hard to believe Sometimes it’s hard to let go to your dreams I didn’t want to let you down, no- But I didn’t want to let you in, no- I didn’t want to let you down It was long ago, but I remember the time I remember the place, it was cold On Bleecker Street, down near the Bowery Where you looked through my heart to my soul I didn’t want to let you down, no- But I didn’t want to let you in, no- I didn’t want to let you down Life can be so sweet, or painful in retreat It’s painful to regret what you can’t forget I can’t deny it, I won’t define it But I can’t let you leave again I didn’t want to let you down, no- But I didn’t want to let you in, no- I didn’t want to let you down
2.
Darlin’ Darlin’ I cannot get through to you Darlin’ Darlin’ I cannot get through to you Even if I awake at five I know you were awake at four Like a real-life game of dominoes or tic-tac-toe Darlin’ Darlin’ I cannot get through to you Darlin’ Darlin’ I cannot get through A cup of coffee you need to start your day I bought some beans from next door But if you prefer the South American-way Like Brazil or out the door Darlin’ Darlin’ I cannot get through to you Darlin’ Darlin’ I cannot get through to you Darlin’, can I see you tonight? It’s been a long time since we talked or had a glass of wine Since we talked a minute to pass the time Darlin’, can I see you tonight? It’s been a long time It’s been a long time Darlin’ Darlin’ I cannot get through to you Darlin’ Darlin’ I cannot get through to you Before we sleep I want to hide your clothes So when I awake, I will know that you’re still home And we can have that cup of coffee Darlin’ Darlin’ I cannot get through to you Darlin’ Darlin’ I cannot get through to you
3.
Brooklyn has a way to make you stay Forget your pain, from where you came It was just a dream, a place you'll seek When you're not awake When I was young, I was never wrong I knew the way to the grave Dixie’s done all she could do Now she was through, and I was too What I wouldn't do... To be alone with her right now And to be hurting too It lets me know that I'm alive It lets me know that she is too it lets me know that I can be peacefully at home Brooklyn has a way to lay a claim On your soul, and she won't let go And you don't want her too There's nothing you wouldn't do To make her stay one more day To be alone with her right now And to be hurting too It lets me know that I'm alive It lets me know that she is too it lets me know that I can be peacefully at home To be alone with her right now and to be hurting too It lets me know that I'm alive It lets me know that she is too it lets me know that I can be peacefully at home
4.
I can't believe you never wondered If there was any truth to what they said I will be leaving in the morning I won't be needing anything And when we look back on our days together Through the dark times and the good We'll be fighting for the honor To define just where we stood I'd rather live here in this moment I'd rather live here in the now
5.
I've had other guys I've looked into their eyes But I never knew love before 'Til you walked through my door I've had other lips I've sailed a thousand ships But no matter where I go You're the one for me, baby, this I know Because it's true love You're the one I'm dreaming of Your heart fits me like a glove And I'm gonna be true blue, baby, I love you I've heard all the lines I've cried, oh so many times These tear drops they won't fall again I'm so excited 'cause you're my best friend So if you should ever doubt Wonder what love is all about Just think back and remember dear These words whispered in your ear Because it's true love You're the one I'm dreaming of Your heart fits me like a glove And I'm gonna be true blue, baby, I love you Because it's true love You're the one I'm dreaming of Your heart fits me like a glove And I'm gonna be true blue, baby, I love you No more sadness, I kiss it goodbye The sun is bursting right out of the sky I searched the whole world for someone like you Don't you know, don't you know that it's No more sadness, I kiss it goodbye The sun is bursting right out of the sky I searched the whole world for someone like you Don't you know, don't you know that it's True love, oh baby, true love, oh baby True love, oh baby, true love It's true love, oh baby, true love, oh baby True love, oh baby, true love It's true love You're the one I'm dreaming of Your heart fits me like a glove And I'm gonna be true blue, baby, I love you I love you This time I know it's true love You're the one I'm dreaming of Your heart fits just like a glove And I'm gonna be true blue, baby, I love you True love, oh baby, true love, oh baby True love, oh baby, true love It's true love, oh baby, true love, oh baby True love, oh baby, true love It's true love
6.
Before you go Tell me what it is I want to know Tell me but don't take a year Tell me what I need to hear Before you go I've been thinking on the words you'll use Any thoughts on what'll you choose To convey to me then news? Or are you gonna keep it inside And save it for another time? I only hope that when i'm asleep That I don't speak like I've been known to do That I can keep my heart and soul from you Before you go Don't be afraid to let me know I'm afraid I let it show I didn't mean to let you know that way Or are you gonna keep it inside And save it for another time? Or is it just all in my head Do you even feel that way I'm thinking Am I merely projecting my feelings on you? Or are you gonna keep it inside And save it for another time? I only hope that when you're asleep That you may speak maybe a word or two That I can keep real close until I hear from you Before you go Tell me what it is I want to know Open up your heart and soul Confide what I already know
7.
Turn down the lights let the rain Wash o’er our sorrow and our pain For there will come a time When we’ll measure our decline And today will be a memory Turn down the lights let the rain Sing us a song with no refrain Where it’s all you can hear Let it teach us not to fear All the things we cannot change With no words and no chords Just the rhythm of our souls And we’ll dance until our hearts content Turn down the lights let the rain Turn down the lights let the rain Come in, come in It will always be welcome In a home where true love grows
8.
Can we just talk about it I just can’t live without you I’ve never tried to be alone before Just stop to think about it One more day, a few more hours Has never changed a thing I can’t tell you whom to love I know that I just can’t go on Feeling this way It’s such a weight on me It’s such a weight on me Can we just talk about it I just can’t live without you I’ve never tried to be alone before Just stop to think about it One more day, a few more hours Has never changed a thing But you won’t wait for me Like you once said you would Like I know I would for you If you can’t wait for me Know that I’ll always be In love with you, with you Can we just talk about it I just can’t live without you I’ve never tried to be alone before Just stop to think about it One more day, a few more hours Has never changed a thing Has never changed a thing
9.
As I'm writing it is snowing And the cold air is creeping in And the windows are overcome with frost In the distance there's a mountain And near this mountain there's a spring And a path I so many times did cross Through a meadow of syringas That once was filled with bees Now buried in the silence and forgotten Emily, will you forget me to? There is talk of revolution And greed is in the air Everyone wants to know on which side that I fall Virginia is my country I love my country like my girl For my girl I would sacrifice it all I am blinded by discovery of strangers in the night Surrounding me in silence Emboldening me to fight And I will fight for you and Virginia too I will fight for you I will fight for you We are leaving in the morning My destination is unknown I have to trust that providence Will bring me safely home and you'll be there for me, Emily If there's a way to soothe your heartache If there's a way to calm your mind I beseech you to tell me what it is I have struggled to find answers I have fought to undermine All the reasoning that told me not to leave But you have to stand for something or You'll fall for anything And life without honor is Not worth living It's not something I can do I will fight for you I will fight for you As soon as it is over I'll come home to you We'll get married in the meadow of syringas Just us two We'll start a family, Emily Of a meadow of syringas That once was filled with bees Now buried in the silence and forgotten Emily, I will come back for you I will come back for you
10.
We both have so much things So much to do I cannot live without you I cannot live without you How could you look through me And what did you find In the darkness buried between us In the shadows covered with lies? The clouds fall before my eyes The secrets you tried hard to hide Have shown today to be deceit And I hope that I can learn to find the strength The strength to rise above What you have done to me What you have done to us You've broken my trust We both have been selfish Two wrongs don't make a right If left to share our feelings Would we go on believing That silence strengthens what could easily break No bond or no foundation Can hold once it is forsaken The clouds fall before my eyes The secrets you tried hard to hide Have shown today to be deceit And I hope that I can learn to find the strength The strength to rise above What you have done to me What you have done to us You've broken my trust What made you think of him not me What made you think I wouldn't see the changes in you Although it happened a long time ago I know, you've said before I wonder if I'll ever know the truth Of what happened between you two And I hope that I can learn to have the strength The strength to rise above What you have done to me What you have done to us You've broken my trust
11.
Now that they found out Nothing is out of bounds They can’t keep secrets from me Now that the words out Will we be cast out? They can’t keep secrets from me A first-hand discovery I, I took my chances on you You took my coat and made it new What can I say to one who thinks the way I don’t? Who let the cat out? Who drew the blinds up? Just let them say what they want to say There will come a day when All this will be forgotten And all you can claim is the person you’ve been I won’t deliver you now They will get you somehow I doubt I’m the only one whom they can name From you, from you, from you Now you will ask me what to do But I’m done telling you What you should be and how people perceive us I’m not a judge and neither are you And neither are they, the faceless and cruel Deny them their tools and the lies end Now that they found out Nothing is out of bounds They can’t keep secrets from me A first-hand discovery
12.
The picture’s fading, the picture’s fading The picture's fading, the picture’s fading away Every moment is a photograph A mental picture that you don’t ever have to get back I concentrate just on the negative to try to see the positive Everybody has a photograph Everybody has a photograph Every clock face has a second hand Independent of the hours, taking a stand Moving forward it’s own speed, sounds just like you and me Everybody has a second hand Everybody has a photographic Memory of the one who walked out the door Broke your knees, broke your heart when you fell to the floor Can’t believe they would leave and you would be alone Did you believe you could read the thoughts in their mind? The signs were there if you just would’ve taken the time To realize that the photograph doesn’t lie Every flower has a thorn or leaf Designed specifically to protect it from the thief That tries to steal its essence in the night Are you of that certain kind? Everybody has a photograph Everybody has a photographic Memory of the one who walked out the door Broke your knees, broke your heart when you fell to the floor You can’t believe they would leave and you would be alone Did you believe you could read the thoughts in their mind? The signs were there if you just would’ve taken the time To realize that the photograph doesn’t lie The picture’s fading, the picture’s fading away Memory of the one who walked out the door Broke your knees, broke your heart when you fell to the floor Can’t believe they would leave and you would be alone Did you believe you could read the thoughts in their mind? The signs were there if you just would’ve taken the time To realize that the photograph doesn’t lie The picture’s fading, the picture’s fading The picture’s fading , the picture’s fading away
13.
Come and tear me down Paint over my face Until no one i know can recognize me Why do you despise me? Know that you're not the first You won't be the last So many I've seen have come and gone But I'm still standing Never demanding A change from you What good would it do? A change in me will change nothing I've seen it all before I'm green and light as a dove You've fixed all my holes and made me feel young But looks can't replace what I have gone through Since I found you Now take this advice from me Look into yourself for the peace that you seek Not onto the walls that you are hiding behind Changing colors not your mind A change in you What good will it do? A change in me will change nothing I've seen it al before I've seen it all before I've seen it all before A change in you What good will it do? A change in me will change nothing I've seen it al before Come and tear me down Paint over my face Time and again But it is in vain Cause you can hide nothing Cause you can hide nothing Cause you can hide nothing
14.
Just yesterday I could find you I knew where to look And what to look for We’ve wasted so much time We’ve wasted so much time We don’t have the time we used to Now today I can’t find you Everywhere I look I have looked before You've wasted so much time You've wasted so much time We don’t have the time we used to I can remember how you’d fall In and out of love before me Funny how some things never change Except when you wish they’d stay the same Before me We’ve wasted so much time We’ve wasted so much time We don’t have the time we used to
15.
Come down easy from New York City to Alabama To Tuscaloosa where we said goodbye I can’t tell you how to write your story And if I tried do I have the right to hold you To the same heights that you held me in esteem In my dreams, it was me who walked away from you I’ll drive to New York City From Tuscaloosa, where you didn’t cry I won’t stop until I have told you All the things I haven’t done right I’ve stolen, and I’ve lied to you time and again There’s no end I pretend that it was me that walked away from you Alabama Tuscaloosa You told me I had to decide If what I wanted was freedom You wouldn’t deny it It’s taken hold of me It’s taken my pride I’m on my bended knee Come down easy from New York City To Tuscaloosa, Alabama Tuscaloosa, Alabama Tuscaloosa, Alabama Tuscaloosa, Alabama Tuscaloosa Alabama, Alabama Alabama, Alabama
16.
Come down easy from New York City to Alabama To Tuscaloosa where we said goodbye I can’t tell you how to write your story And if I tried do I have the right to hold you To the same heights that you held me in esteem In my dreams, it was me who walked away from you I’ll drive to New York City From Tuscaloosa, where you didn’t cry I won’t stop until I have told you All the things I haven’t done right I’ve stolen, and I’ve lied to you time and again There’s no end I pretend that it was me that walked away from you Alabama Tuscaloosa You told me I had to decide If what I wanted was freedom You wouldn’t deny it It’s taken hold of me It’s taken my pride I’m on my bended knee Come down easy from New York City To Tuscaloosa, Alabama Tuscaloosa, Alabama Tuscaloosa, Alabama Tuscaloosa, Alabama Tuscaloosa Alabama, Alabama Alabama, Alabama
17.
What has happened down here is the winds have changed Clouds roll in from the north and it started to rain Rained real hard and it rained for a real long time Six feet of water in the streets of Evangeline The river rose all day The river rose all night Some people got lost in the flood Some people got away alright The river have busted through clear down to Plaquemines Six feet of water in the streets of Evangeline Louisiana, Louisiana They’re tyrin’ to wash us away They’re tryin’ to wash us away Louisiana, Louisiana They’re tryin’ to wash us away They’re tryin’ to wash us away President Coolidge came down in a railroad train With a little fat man with a note-pad in his hand The President say, “Little fat man isn’t it a shame what the river has done To this poor crackers land.” Louisiana, Louisiana They’re tryin’ to wash us away They’re tryin’ to wash us away Louisiana, Louisiana They’re tryin’ to wash us away They’re tryin’ to wash us away They’re tryin’ to wash us away They’re tryin’ to wash us away
18.
She said: "Comfort me, I cannot feel warm Grab my rosary, for I know that I won't last long I know that my days are numbered There's so much that I want you to hear Though my sadness will make you wonder if I was true to you...” Last time I saw Marie, we walked arm in arm But it was of no relief No longer could I afford to wait until tomorrow I have to leave before high noon But if the train were to leave early There's nothing I can do Until Montevideo Until Montevideo Some things never change, but I could be wrong I look for the Avellano Tree in Saro Where we left our mark And I laugh when I remember the stories As we climbed the hill Separated by an ocean, Momentarily still In Montevideo Until Montevideo And I like to think at that time That you loved me and would remain mine I know you have to eat, in that we are not alone But when we choose to suffer our souls for meat, There's no joy in growing old And although I am unhappy, I did what I thought was true And though I have my regrets What am I do in Montevideo? In Montevideo In Montevideo In Montevideo
19.
Oh, me and Debbie we were not like normal friends I never called her up to ask her out But we could laugh and we’d sit around and reminisce On all the wrong turns we made in our life Now I keep thinking on the way she talked A little bit uneasy, I wonder if anything’s wrong We’re both survivors, that’s what me and Debbie say Rolled with the punches and got on with our lives If not for these talks, I’ll veture and I’d dare to say I’d never credit myself with this life Now I keep thinking on the way she talked A little bit uneasy, I wonder if anything’s wrong Debbie never made her mind up for herself She looked to me to help to guide her along But how can I sort through all this mess She wasn’t quite as strong as she liked to think She came in with the dawn, and then she’d leave with the night Is there anything right? Debbie never made her mind up for herself She looked to me to help to guide her along But how can I sort through all this mess She wasn’t quite as strong as she liked to think She came in with the dawn, and then she’d leave with the night Is there anything right? Oh, me and Debbie we were not like normal friends I never called her up to ask her out But we could laugh and we’d sit around and reminisce On all the wrong turns we made in our life Now I keep thinking on the way she talked A little bit uneasy, I wonder if anything’s wrong
20.
If you take you away everything that I feel You wouldn't understand And I couldn't tell you It's been one hell of a year The first one that's got me down The first one that's made it clear I thought that I would know what to do I've been alone before But not since I met you I thought that I would know what to say If you could hear me now You would know its not that way Can you take away all of the clouds So dark and inside my head I even thought about death You never know what it is that you fear For me it is losing you That has become so clear to me I don't know if I'm allowed to cry Not something I want to do But my chest feels tight I wonder if you ever think of me Because all I do is think of you When it is cold and When it is dark Whenever the pain becomes too hard When I cease to dream When I cease to be alive When it is cold and When it is dark Whenever the pain becomes too hard When I cease to dream When I cease to be alive
21.
Ain't got the shoeshine baby Ain't got the time Ain't got the shoeshine baby Ain't got the time You're always walking all over town Can you give me one more reason not to turn you down It's not the money, I got more But I have made this mistake many times before Ain't got the shoeshine baby Ain't got the time Ain't got the shoeshine baby Ain't got the time You're alway talking of remedies But you love to keep me banding down upon my knees How's that helping anyone? Guess who's to blame, should be ashamed, but never shows remorse? Ain't got the shoeshine baby Ain't got the time What's that you're holding in your hand? Could be a gun, I wouldn't know I'd never try to test your hand You want the shoeshine? I found it sir My mistake that I misplaced it I must've put it over here I found the shoeshine baby I found the time I found the shoeshine baby I found the time
22.
I was dancing with my darlin' to the Tennessee Waltz When an old friend I happened to see Introduced him to my loved one and while they were dancing My friend stole my sweetheart from me I remember the night and the Tennessee Waltz Now I know just how much I have lost Yes I lost my little darlin' the night they were playing The beautiful Tennessee Waltz I remember the night and the Tennessee Waltz Now I know just how much I have lost Yes I lost my little darlin' the night they were playing The beautiful Tennessee Waltz I remember the night and the Tennessee Waltz Now I know just how much I have lost Yes I lost my little darlin' the night they were playing The beautiful Tennessee Waltz
23.
Even after all these years Even though we have caused tears I can't think of anyone that I'd want to talk to everyday And you'll hear me say That I love only you I love it when you speak your mind I love the way I feel when I'm with you I hate it when you go away Far away, I was never meant to be alone Even after all this time You say love is blind But you can see all my faults and misdeeds Yet we remain I love it when we lay awake I love the way I feel when I'm with you I hate it when you go away Far away, I was never meant to be alone I love it when you speak your mind I love the way I feel when I'm with you I hate it when you go away Far away, I was never meant to be alone Even after all this time You say love is blind but you can see all my faults and misdeeds
24.
I don’t want to know what you’ve been doing I don’t want to know if he knows I don’t want to know what you’ve been doing Unless you want to come with me tonight Unless you want to come with me tonight Just take my hand and you will follow me To the end of time, there’s no tomorrow Now is here, not in a dream I’ve known before I was asleep And time did pass me by But not before I said I’d try again to start all over You know how hard it is You know how hard it is I think of ways to say I’m sorry Jealousy gave me the Sunday blues Woke up today, forgot to pray I didn’t even feel the same in the corner of my eye I was taken by surprise I know I should have seen it coming You know how hard it is You know how hard it is I’d like to try again and start all over I don’t want to know what you’ve been doing I don’t want to know if she knows I don’t want to know what you’ve been doing Unless you want to come with me tonight Unless you want to come with me tonight I’d like to start all over You know how hard it is You know how hard it is
25.
Every morning beside my head You put your shoes on and then Every evening you come back to me The world is outside waiting for us to be separated It's not their fault They'd follow footsteps into the dark Oh, I remember what it felt to find the light It still shines brightly for you after all this time Oh, I remember when I told you To stay and let's talk all night I wanted to hold you I wanted to know you I wanted you to stay the night So in the morning when you awoke Beside your head you would find a rose That I left for you to thank you for the night It didn't happen that way But that's alright Oh, I remember when I told you To stay and let's talk all night I wanted to hold you I wanted to know you I wanted you to stay the night So in the morning when you awoke Beside your head you would find a rose That I left for you to thank you for the night It didn't happen that way But that's alright Every morning, beside my head You put your shoes on, and then Every evening, you come back to me The world is outside waiting for us to leave The world is outside waiting, so just let them be The world is outside waiting, waiting for me
26.
By coming together as people And keeping together, we'll grow And working together for the same reasons We'll have a lot to show By coming together as people And keeping together, we'll grow And working together for the same reasons We'll have a lot to show

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The majority of these demos are first takes that were recorded immediately after being written. My songwriting process involves trying to capture a song in a single 1-2 hour session. I have always claimed that I don't write these songs, I just pull them out of thin air and they are already complete. Everything has to come to me within those 2 hours (lyrics, chords, melody, and arrangement) or it is not going to come at all. I never go back and work on a song if it takes longer than 2 hours. I lose interest.

Once I decide the song is done, I record a quick, one-take demo (unless I really mess it up and have to do it again!) These recordings serve to remind me of the vocal melody, the guitar part and arrangement, as well as to capture the mood and the feel.

These demos were never meant for commercial release. They are very raw and some even have wrong notes/harmonies and bad percussion thrown in there for good measure. They are very "in the moment", and that is what I love about them. They sound exactly as I heard them in my head on the day I wrote them. It also is a good collection to see the evolution of a songwriter over a ten -year period. I hope that some of these songs speak to you the way they spoke to me.

Jason Reischel
Brooklyn, NY
March 6, 2014

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released March 6, 2013

All songs written by Jason Reischel (BMI) unless otherwise noted.

Produced by Jason Reischel
Recorded on either a) an iPhone using the "voice memo" app, or b) on Garageband using the laptop speaker as a microphone
Mastered by Danny Wolf at Man Eat Wolf studios
Cover photo by Patrick Eves
Cover design by Naira Ayvazyan for Preillusion Design
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Musicians:
Jason Reischel: guitars, vocals, percussion, ukelele
Terry Quire: guitar on 5
Sam Pettit: guitar on 16
Russ Flynn: bass on 16 & 22
Danny Wolf: bass on 5, drums on 22

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